Archive | August 9, 2009

On Death

Death pays its’ visit like the fog

Descending upon the victim soothingly

Enveloping the soul in misty darkness

Lifes’ courses cease

Cool fingers close the eyelids of life

The soul carried away on a transient breath

To lay down lifes’ care in a peaceful chamber

Along times’ endless corridors

Each a grain of sand

Sifting silently through the hourglass of time

Never ending streams of peace

No cares of life as once lived

Peace is the only essential consciousness

Nothing more

Nothing less

Tranquility

Quiet

Dark yet enlightened

In a corner of the forever.

On May

May is full of wondrous things

Blossoms on the fruit trees

Look like gifts from heaven

White silken clouds are pillows

Shining angels lay down their heads

Spring sky as blue as my true loves’ eyes

Green trees sway with new emotion

Flowers in every colour of the rainbow

Reach up to accept the suns’ gold rays

Silver moonlight finds paths in the night

Through dark deep shadows

At midnight on a clear May night

Spirits of love, nature and beauty

Paint a new spring picture

Which appears at the dawn of the new day.

The Lake

Lake of the woods

With sparkling blue water

Many colored flowers

Blooming on your banks

You at whose edge

Timid animals draw near

To drink of your sweet water

Are you happy, fulfilled?

Your daily life is planned

By Natures’ Overseer above

No need to worry

On loneliness, boredom, rejection,

You will always be loved, admired, needed

Everyone loves you

And the girl with the long long brown hair

Walks with him hand in hand.

They pause.  Gather some flowers.

Run along the mossy bank and

Fall laughing in the tall grass.

On Night

Twilight now so soon upon me

Smothering noises of the day

Saddening thoughts  nowramble freely

Soon all happiness fades away.

Thoughts are of forbidden love

Waiting waiting so long to own

A love brighter than stars above

In their company I feel alone.

The moon so like the love we share

Present and yet so far away

Does he know how much I care

That for him nightly I do pray?

Darkness reigns upon the earth

As I cry myself to sleep

My depression has so wide a girth

My love inside me I shall keep.

On Silence

Silence like a gentle blanket

Over and around me lies

Steals away the sound of Nature

Aside I throw it, quickly rise.

The noises of the city soothe

The rain, music to my ears

This is the world I simply choose

To be part of all the years.

Silence is like a deathly shroud

While spellbound you do not live

Our ears are meant for life so loud

Rhythm of life sustenance give.

All the sounds overwhelming

Praising life from pole to pole

In Him lies the eternal dwelling

For the most fulfilled soul.

On Love

Love is like a gentle breeze

That blows across lifes’ sea of heartaches

Problems may arise

The wind of love gently blows them away

Consider the flowers of the field

When it is calm they stand

Straight, some wilted, like so many soldiers

When the air stirs they bob and dance

A dance that Natures’ love creates

Trees and flowers alike

Tremble with the joy of life

The look of my love makes me tremble

Heart and soul embrace the world of love

Knitting for Herbert

Old Mrs. Wilson was the kind of person the kids on the 2700 block of Maple Street could depend on to come through with a glass of water on a hot day or a cup of cocoa on a cold one. If she was feeling up to it, maybe even some freshly baked cookies would appear! Everyone under the age of ten really thought she was neat. Mrs. Wilson thought it was the least she could do for them.

Always wanting children of their own, Herbert and Sarah Wilson never could seem to have any. Maybe that was for the best, Mrs. Wilson would think. Now she could appreciate the neighbor children even more. She felt pretty lonely nowadays. Herbert had passed on over three years ago, and Sarahs’ nearest living relative was Herberts’ younger sister, up in years herself, who lived about thirty miles away. Sarah hadn’t seen Nellie since the funeral.

Right after Herbert died, Sarah had had to sell his car to pay off the bills. Her social security check just didn’t go far enough to get another car. Mrs. Wilson had driven a bit now and then before Mr. Wilson died, but really didn’t care to drive anymore, anyway.

Wherever she wanted to go she would walk. She walked the four blocks to the grocer’s every other Friday afternoon to buy a few things. She didn’t buy too much because, for one thing, she couldn’t carry too much unless one of the kids walked along with her. Another thing was, she didn’t really eat that much. Oh, Mrs. Wilson knew she should eat better meals, but she never had the incentive to cook much anymore since Herbert was not there to fuss over. She did make sure she took her vitamins, though.

Mrs. Wilson loved to pass her time knitting afghans. Sometimes a neighbor lady would come over for coffee and find her in the middle of a really beautiful afghan. Mrs. Wilson picked such nice colors! Maybe the neighbor lady would like it so much that she would ask to buy it. Mrs. Wilson sold one every now and then, but she never pushed them onto anyone. If she accumulated two or three by the end of the summer, she could always give them to the church bazaar which took place every September. The money they made went to help the orphaned children in the poor countries. Each afghan brought them twenty dollars!

Mrs. Wilson never thought to wonder whether the money the church received for her afghans ever got to those poor countries or not, she simply took it for granted that it did.

Late one Friday afternoon some of the neighborhood kids knocked on her storm door, hopeful for some nice cold water mingled with some kind words from the nicest lady on the block. They walked away when there was no answer, wondering. They didn’t think too much of it, though.

While the kids went on with their games, one little girl stopped to ponder the incident further. She asked out loud whether any of the kids had seen Mrs. Wilson walk to the grocers yet that day, since it did happen to be Friday. No one had seen her leave. That was something hard to miss, since Mrs. Wilson took her sweet time to walk the length of their block, hoping one of the children would ask to come along. Usually one or more would tag along.

Well, you know how kids are. They don’t dwell upon a single thought more than a moment or two. So Mrs. Wilson was quickly forgotten in the midst of hide-and-seek.

The next morning Mrs. Pappas down the street decided to take some coffeecake over to Mrs. Wilson as she had just taken it out of the oven. It was so relaxing to sit and chat awhile with Sarah-down-the-street! A couple of hours could slide by so quickly!

Mrs. Wilson didn’t answer her door this morning to Mrs. Pappas who assumed she was in the back bedroom, her sunniest room, knitting or perhaps planning her newest project. So, since the door was unlocked, she let herself in, cheerfully calling out that coffeecake was being served now in the parlor!! But the house was too silent. The kind of quiet you only experience in a totally empty house.

Mrs. Pappas walked down the hallway in that neat, spotless home to the back bedroom. It was indeed sunny and bright in there! That was why, she was sure, that Sarah had chosen that room to begin her final afghan, in all the glorious colors of the rainbow. The smile on Mrs. Wilsons’ lips was not for Mrs. Pappas; indeed, it was for Herbert, on that bright Saturday morning. She was leaning back in her rocker surrounded by the life she loved, and now with the man she will love, forever.